Life’s Rich Pageantry

Some recent reading …

A parent loves a child long before the child is born. From that moment of conception or awareness, the parent’s life is forever changed and thus begins the manic ride on the tightrope / continuum that runs from abject dread to abundant joy.

Losing a child is a parent’s greatest fear.

In The World According to Garp, John Irving conveyed this tragedy by the absence of a child. Deep into that novel, a character is suddenly missing, no longer part of the conversations, not even talked about by his mother and father, so severe was the loss. Forty pages pass and we wonder : Where is he? What happened?

When it hits us, it’s our loss.

From the start, The Child (Europa Editions, $25) by Fernando Aramburu, tells us of the death of a child and what follows is the aftermath of those left behind — the mother, the father, the devoted and loving grandfather, and the story itself, which assumes the role of a character questioning the narrative it’s carrying.

The loss is with us throughout our reading. The parents and grandfather carry the burden through every moment of their lives following the child’s death.

He was not alone when he died. Much as in Russell Banks’s The Sweet Hereafter, the whole town loses a generation of children.

I’m not offering spoilers here. From the beginning, we know about the deaths of the children. Another comparison: As in Gabriel Garcia Marquez’s Chronicle of a Death Foretold, the novel begins and ends with the same death. When we come to the end and the death we’ve expected, it still carries great weight.

Though it’s an unspeakable tragedy, we can’t stop our journey through the story. It’s devastating and heart-breaking, but we read it because we come to feel the loss and understand the immensity of pain of those now left behind. 

Some other recent reading:

Devouring Time by Todd Goddard (Blackstone, $29.99) is the first post-mortem biography of the late great Jim Harrison. 

Harrison saw himself as primarily a poet but after a fall incapacitated him years ago, Harrison was goaded into writing a novel by his pal (and esteemed American novelist) Thomas McGuane. The result was a couple dozen novels and novellas over the years, including Dalva, Legends of the Fall, A Good Day to Die and The River Swimmer. 

Though the biography of a writer might seem, in theory, like a dull exercise [On Monday, he wrote. On Tuesday, he wrote again. He wrote even more on Wednesday…], but Harrison led a full life, growing up in Northern Michigan, living hand to mouth for years, and avoiding the trap so many writers fell into — becoming an academic. Harrison had integrity and resolve and we learn a lot about his life and career.

The boy liked to eat, too. Lots of stories of fabulous meals.

He had a good life with a good family and he left us a body of work that will long outlive him. If ever there was someone who went for all the gusto — as the old beer commercial used to say — it was Harrison. I recall what he said if he learned if he had only five minutes left to live: he would smoke a cigarette and pet his dog.

I suppose that’s testament to a full life.

We miss Jim Harrison.

Newsroom Confidential by Margaret Sullivan (St. Martin’s Press, $28.99)is another in a series of memoirs by journalists of a certain age (which happens to be my age).

Naturally, I gobble up these stories about battles over news and jousting with political candidates.

What makes Sullivan’s book special is that its not just an opening of a diary. She served as public editor of the New York Times and  media columnist for the Washington Post.

So it’s a memoir with a side order of ethics.

Sullivan has always been one of journalism’s most talented writers and thinkers, so this book is a great pleasure to read and hers has been a life well-spent.

American Scoundrel: Roy Cohn’s Dark Journey from Joe McCarthy to Donald Trump by Kai Bird with Susan Goldmark) is a portrait of a villain. Why, since life is short, would I read a book about a hypocritical gaping asshole?

Cohn was a loathsome figure during his times. He gleefully prosecuted Julius and Ethel Rosenberg to the electric chair, he smeared the lives of innocents in the era of Joe McCarthy and as a closeted gay man, turned his back on those suffering from AIDS — which is what killed Cohn.

It’s what I used to say to students when teaching editorial writing: understand your enemy. You will never change their minds unless you know where they are coming from.

Reading this book makes it apparent that Donald Trump is nearly a full creation of Roy Cohn. Trump follows the Cohn playbook word by word. Though Cohn died decades ago, he still seems to be the one pulling the strings in Trump’s life.

There is a mystical element to Cohn’s life. Aquaintances refer to him as reprehensible … yet witty and charming. Maybe I was asleep for too much of the 1970s, but Cohn and Barbara Walters were an item for a while? How come nobody told me?

Walters was Cohn’s beard, the author says. Cohn , closeted most of his life, did nothing to help gay men who could have used his support.

He was a creep.

The Wayward Bus by John Steinbeck (Viking, $2.75; it is no longer available at that price) is an oldie but a goodie from 1947.

Steinbeck has been the subject of much discussion in the aftermath of the Netflix adaptation of his novel East of Eden.

Steinbeck looms large in my reading life. While in high school and on my own I read The Grapes of Wrath. It was not an assigned book. I just picked it up and fell into it and it remains one of the central books of my life. I consider it my first adult book — but not in that nasty sense.

I admired East of Eden too, though to a somewhat lesser extent. At the time I read it I thought it was too open-faced, wearing symbolism on the sleeve.

I really grew to especially love his short novels, such as Tortilla Flat, Of Mice and Men, The Red Pony, Cannery Row and The Pearl. He told simple, often episodic tales of simple people with complicated lives.

I found The Wayward Bus online and when it arrived, I dove into the book and was immediately back into the kinds of stories he told back in the 1930s, before he produced his epics. This reminded me of Tortilla Flat.

The plot: several people take this modest bus through southern California during a storm. There’s drama between the got-it girl, the runaway, the crooks and the dreamers, all driven by a man who has no idea what waits for him at home on his return.

This is why we love reading: we’re not limited to one life. We can live as many lives as we want through these fully drawn fictional characters.

The Freewheelin’ Ed Sullivan

Another splendid Record Store Day is in the books, and I am still reeling with the giddy high of the music.

Bob Dylan and Suze Rotolo during the Freewheelin’ photo session.

Being a geezer, I confess that most of my selections are rooted in the music of my generation.

For example, I got Joni Mitchell’s  Rolling Thunder Revue, culled from her performances on Bob Dylan’s gypsy carnival road show of 1975.

I also got The Warfield by The Grateful Dead, taken from two 1980 shows at San Francisco’s Warfield Theater.

But the real prize came later. My favorite record store sold out of it by the time I got there — and I was there by 8:45 am.

Eventually, I tracked down a copy of it.

It was the reproduction of the original version of one of the greatest and most significant albums of my lifetime, The Freewheelin’ Bob Dylan.

That album was recorded and sent out to stores in early 1963, but was recalled by Columbia Records. This was done in part because of a controversial song, but it worked out well for Dylan: He took the controversial song off the album, along with three others. He replaced them with brand-new compositions: “Girl From the North Country,” “Masters of War,” “Talkin’ World War III Blues” and “Bob Dylan’s Dream.” That last is one of my favorites from his early albums. It still gives me chicken skin.

If I had one of those original Freewheelin’s from 1963, one that had been recalled by the record company … why, I could afford to pick up your tab for dinner. Some copies of the original Freewheelin’ have sold for $35,000.

So, with my life enriched by two Freewheelin’s, I’ve jumped down the rabbit hole of Bob Dylan research and I’ve noticed an error that has been fruitful and multiplied.

I must call bullshit.

Even Goldmine, that wonderful magazine about music and records, makes the occasional mistake. In its piece on the Freewheelin’ / Record Store Day hoopla, the magazine says  “ ‘Talkin’ John Birch Paranoid Blues,’ [is] the song that prompted Dylan to walk off The Ed Sullivan Show when Ed wouldn’t let him play it.”

Ed Sullivan

In another story, actor Steve Buscemi makes a comment aimed at the deceased Ed Sullivan after reciting the lyrics to “Talkin’ John Birch Paranoid Blues” at a Dylan tribute concert. “With all due respect, you blew it, man!”

I admire Buscemi as an actor, firefighter and humanitarian. But I hope he will understand when I say, “You’re out of your element, Donny.”

Sullivan supported Dylan and wanted him to do the John Birch song. A representative from CBS’ standards and practices office — in short, a censor — said Dylan could not do it. The censor overruled.

Every trusted source in my Dylan library affirms this story.

Ed was a good guy. OK, he was so wooden that redwoods withered in his wake. Speaking did not come naturally to him and watching him try to engage in post-performance smalltalk with his guests was excruciating. He might’ve invented cringe television.

But this man with no discernible talent hosted for a couple of decades the epitome of a television variety show.

And despite the protests of CBS’s affiliate stations in the Deep South, he booked whatever entertainer he wanted.

In the early and mid-Sixties, some stations down south put a sign onscreen when a black entertainer appeared: “Due to circumstances beyond our control, we have lost our programming.”

Sometimes, the stations put up test patterns of stand-by signs. When the black entertainer finished his or her set, the feed from New York would be magically restored.

Ed Sullivan didn’t give a shit. If he wanted James Brown on his show (his “really big show”), then he’d book him. (Ed was especially fond of Brown.)

Ed Sullivan and James Brown

Here are some of the artists Ed booked, southern affiliates be damned:

Louis Armstrong, Harry Belafonte, James Brown, Cab Calloway, Diahann Carroll, Ray Charles, Chubby Checker, Nat “King” Cole, Sammy Davis Jr, Bo Diddley, Ella Fitzgerald, Lena Horne, The Jackson Five, Mahalia Jackson Gladys Knight, Sidney Poitier, Billy Preston, Smokey Robinson, Nina Simone, The Supremes, Tina Turner, Dionne Warwick, Ethel Waters, Flip Wilson and Stevie Wonder.

Eventually the walls came tumbling down. Down south, viewers began to hunger to see these great entertainers and the affiliates eventually caved.

Don’t believe me? Navigate your television to a Netflix documentary called Sunday Best, which tells the whole story.

So give Ed his due. In your memory, you think of him as comical, talentless man. But the evidence points to the mark he made on our culture. Among his many accomplishments, he stood up for Bob Dylan. He was overruled by the censor, but he was a man of principle. He may have had the personality of a tennis shoe, but he stood for something.

Trump Porn

I live with one of my adult sons and though he is in his early 20s, he’s never gotten past that adolescent stage in which a child’s sole purpose in life is to irritate his parent.

In my case, he calls me all the things he knows that I hate. For example, he calls me Pig, though I am neurotically tidy. He calls me Racist, which I am not. Worst of all, he calls me a Trump Voter. 

I would rather vote for my cat’s litter box than vote for Donald Trump, but my offspring nonetheless rags me. (Too bad Carlos’s kitty toilet was not on the 2024 ballot; it has more intelligent contents than Trump’s so-called brain.)

My son accuses me of being fascinated with the former and current president. Horrified is probably more like it, I tell him. 

“Then why do you watch the news all the time?” he asks. “Why do you read so many books about this guy you profess to loathe?”

He calls it Trump Porn.

He is right about my reading habits. I’ve read a lot about Trump in the past decade, for the same reason that — despite our better judgment — we might occasionally sneak a peek at “Naked and Afraid” or “Keeping Up with the Kardashians.” We have to remind ourselves that such wretched things are possible.

I liked Bob Woodward’s three Trump books, particularly Peril, which he wrote with Robert Costa. I loved reading stories of how poorly Trump handled defeat. 

Let’s not forget Cassidy Hutchinson’s vivid description of the Trump-thrown hamburger and the ketchup dripping down a White House wall. (From her book Enough.)

Maggie Haberman’s Confidence Man was an excellent book that showed that Trump was born a liar and a cheat and has watered and manured those traits steadily throughout his life. 

I liked Jonathan Karl’s Betrayal, which told the story of what we thought was the end of Trump’s political career.

The fact that he is president again makes further reading of Trump Porn depressing on an epic scale. 

But that doesn’t mean we can easily turn away from this kind of porn addiction.

Consider Injustice, the new book by Carol Leonnig and Aaron C. Davis, both Pulitzer winners, both formerly of the Washington Post. This is a detailed account of the Department of Justice investigation into Trump’s role in the January 6 insurrection and in his mishandling-of-documents case.

You’ve got to admit: it’s amazing how that dark day in our history — January 6, 2021 — has been recast by Trump and some of his Republican pals in Congress. Despite the fact that police were assaulted, it’s been painted as a rosy day in the park.

Injustice makes me proud of the lawyers whose hard work built a brick-wall case against Trump — a case that will never be presented. 

It’s as if the Department of Justice is no more, having been largely dismantled and staffed with mouth-breathing Trump sycophants. He renamed the Department of Defense. Maybe he’ll rename Justice the Department That Lets Me Do Illegal Stuff.

This guy isn’t really president. He’s the extortionist-in-chief.

The subtitle of Injustice tells it all: “How Politics and Fear Vanquished America’s Justice Department.”

Special prosecutor Jack Smith is a central character in the book. At the moment, I can’t remember what Trump calls him. He probably uses his fall-back “radical left lunatic,” or calls him deranged. Instead, we see here a dogged and dedicated public servant, on the trail of the truth.

Jack Smith

He worked methodically and fairly to build a case.

There’s such a thing as too methodical, though, and a running theme of Injustice is that attorney general Merrick Garland’s tentative nature contributed to killing the case.

But like Smith, Garland wanted to do what was right — hard to do in a society where what is right doesn’t matter anymore.

What an old-fashioned concept — caring about truth and what’s right in the world.

Lord, I hope I live long enough to see this end.

For now, read this book and become enraged. Let’s all get angry and work to bring back those values of truth, integrity and honor.